the end of the month~

haizzz... actually this month shud be ok de~

but the stupid one day salary cant get..

so cant cover~

money money money!!!

hahhaa...

Im totally different with U all...

I going to die soon~

next week I decide I dont wan go PURE...

coz my tension all edy hilang~

better start my assignment =)

N I damn hate the fella always saying about his things but he nvr does it!!!

FUCK OFF!!!

is time to study...

I jz know Im tired but I need to start my stuff which is "sleep" haha...

don't know when i jz can like them...

can buy whatever they like and I really hate my life now~

next year I shud do some investment with my PTPTN money~

damn hate no money!!!

I jz hope I can run out this fucking world!!!

I CAN DO IT!!!

jz waiting the right moment n the right chance~

IM jealous+ing....

im planning to stop for few sem after my foundation n follow my frens go singapore for work~

is time to overcome my obstacles in my heart....

I miss PURE badly!!!

DAMN miss PURE!!! there is the place I always crazy for...

DAMN UNLUCKY!!!

1. is the stupid boss!!!

2. software!!!

3. exam!!!

first and foremost. the working one I also got wrong... But we edy done the job wat...

I will curse the boss, ci bai LUN 18 generations no happy life!!! *angry*

very sorry to yun zhen.... ahahaha because of no sale we no salary~ haha C( :

In addition, I had used up whole morning to find USB2.0 CB-482 lifetec web cam driver....

then..... still cant use >.<

lastly the exam!!! fuckingly hard!!!

I need to stop here if no I will crazy!!!

had my dinner with Julian, ah dou and my babe, Alex~~~

haha...

jackson ah jackson...

Suddenly feel Im so alone...

I know is my attitude make us like that...

but... is too late for us...

I really dont know wat i wan now!!!

going to die soon...

I seem like alone in an ocean~

helpless, alone and no hope...

why suddenly will be like that...

tmr is my mid-term,

but...

I crying for my useless,

I not even can concentrate my mind...

why why why???

haizzz... going to be crazy as U last time..

but U telling me that yr result getting worse,

is it a matter for me???

start tmr i dont wan care wat my fren's view I jz to be myself thats all...

stress... + unlucky

last 2 days i jz finished shooting my group video...

thats great!!! because I no need to..... "bla bla bla"

then 15 july i try to find softwares n all the things...

then the things happened to me *unlucky*

this sem dont know why damn sui!!!

really can say wat the fuck i having now...

I no mood to continue it....

**angry**

12/7/2010

VEXATIOUS...

M0ody~

Moody... moody... moody...

1st is the germany VS spain, I felt so disappointed...

2nd is bout the video and my "group" members

3rd is also the video...

here the further explaination...

The match was jz can said UNLUCKY...

What matter the worst is about the PHD video...

I cant say anything here...

because i worry will spread to "them"

So I jz let my few besties to know...

today in classes My mood dont know why suddenly changed to emo...

because the way they talked to me was too unacceptable...

I jz dont wan to have any conflict...

In my heart jz gt 3 words "WHAT THE FUCK!!!"

however im not as "small gas" haha...

then I went to library met up marilyn, jane and yen ting...

In library I met a jocelyn and at the outside of library I also met up another jocelyn...

haha...

after that, I went back home, bathed n online...(waiting 6pm to shoot video)

Luckily got LIM YUN ZHEN acc me go... thx yea~

after shoot then went to 663 ate with yun zhen n james...

on d way, we met yen ting again...

after dinner, we went to library n met victor...

then jogged with yun zhen and yamcha after that...

luckily gt a brother acc me when im moody...

THX vincent alot =)

Flirt

Flirt...

hahaha...!

One of my hobby or my style...

and

and

....

...

I'm

haahaa...

Just want to correct "some" people mind...

if U think Im playboy, then Im...

I wont give a damn =)

奇怪的事 =)

因为她, 我会转去cyber...

就是有种不想逃避,

我会珍惜在马六甲的日子....

很快就可以见你了....

没想到她会进june intake...

很多年没见了，

是否还是这么样的斯文，这么高和这么样的靓...

很快的我会出现在她的眼前．．．

今天，真的是累．．．

在我的眼里, 女人的外表那么重要吗???

我本身是太过瘦,

所以我很难找到和我一样瘦瘦高高的...

我就是喜欢和我差不都的...

很羡慕那些高高的男子,可以找到和他差不多一样高的女子...

羡慕啊!!!

外表那么重要吗???

我喜欢的是斯斯文文, 成熟, 高高, 很懂事的女子....

我找到了.... 但我凭什么追她???

也许她不喜欢我这么样的男子呱~

我讲的话这么样难以相信吗???

很希望有你的呵护...

但我没那个资格...

也许的也许, 我只能默默地在爱你...

我也不是你想象中的ah beng...

Jackson只是我的面具, Yongshern才是我的真面目...

希望你会看到我的真面目...

我和你都说过我爱你, 但几时才能听到你真心的"我爱你"呢???

好期待那一刻...

但愿会有那一刻...

周杰伦的歌，和我的回忆~

在我每个年龄阶段，都有他唱的歌在我脑海里。。。

对他的歌都很有回忆，

就像和谁谁谁一起听的啊，或者是在什么心情听过的。。。

又是有想哭的感觉~

一个人的生活不是寂寞，而是无助。。。

真心的朋友有几个罢了。。。

剩下的就是嘻嘻哈哈的朋友，

你们每天只看到我开开心心的那一面，

其实我并不是像我外表那样开心。。。

心里的烦恼闷久了，

人会傻的。。。

人生这条路，还蛮难走的。。。

阿邱的心情也是和我一样。。。

人生的路不知是我一个人在走的，

所以我不能选择放弃。。。

我眼前只看到模糊的世界。。。

前面是悬崖还是海，

我恐怕都不知道。。。

一枝草，一点路

A happy Moment : )

Haha damn like this Pic... With a right Girl took sure nice : ) Jz can describe with a word "HAPPY"

Im a good LIAR...

till today in MMU....

still no one know the reality of me...

hmm... U all can choose to be not believe wat i saying here...

I can be a good LIAR...

whole class... no one is know the real of LOK YONG SHERN....

Jackson is one person, LOK YONG SHERN is another one hehe : )

Yong shern is alone now, he wishes to has a gf... but he cannot has...

Because I wan my 1st love is also my last love....

I never ever feel the hurt...

so i hope i wont be hurt =)

Not dare to chase someone else yet....

but i edy found my MISS RIGHT with is the gal who near to me =)